Well, I have not been on in some time. Between the surgery and the holidays, time has been at an all time low. I have noticed some hormonal changes since my surgery. It is really strange to have all the same active (very active) hormones without the 'obvious' side effects. (Sorry if I seem cryptic, I just really didn't want to have to write that I mean my period...ahhh, there, I said it.) I have been very bad about eating my chocolate regularly. I disclose this because I want to be totally up front with my history and Xocai Chocolate. I would say that I am down to about one serving per day. I had run out of my chocolate stock due to some email and system problems. I should receive a case tomorrow and I will be back at a regularly daily intake. But since my surgery, I have had some terrible food attacks. I haven't been on the scale. I am back to dreading the idea. I saw my doctor just before Christmas and things looked well. I was completely released to my pre-surgery health. My energy has been fine. Not great, just fine. But considering what all it takes for a mother of 5 to do to get through Thanksgiving, Christmas and a New Year, I am not disappointed. I completely weaned myself off of my Mestinon and my Paxil. (There was a day or two there that my husband wanted me to resume my Paxil. I don't know why. It's not like I was welding a knife or anything...what a fraidy-cat.)
I am going to walk away from the computer for a minute and get on the dreaded scale. Remember when I was posting that I was actually excited to weigh myself? Well, that's not the case right now. Hence, I'm still typing... Last time I posted, I had lost 19 pounds in three months by only adding Xocai Healthy Chocolate to my diet. THAT was exciting. OK, here I go.... be right back.... really, I'm leaving...
OUCH! Well, I guess it could definitely be worse. I have gained 4 pounds since my last post. Considering the amount of food and the terrible eating habits that I have been practicing, that is actually great.
So, I'm back at it. Tomorrow I should be fully stocked with chocolate and back to a regular eating schedule. My 2009 resolution is to get organized (if you knew me, you would know what a truly difficult task that will be) and to get in shape.
I have started working for my husband. He had to actually hire me. He thinks that will make me listen to him. I must admit, a paycheck doesn't hurt. If I have never mentioned it, he is self-employed. So, when I say that he 'hired' me, it's strictly professional. I still don't listen to him when I'm off the clock. (sound of me laughing...)
I will post again when there is news.
May this year be a year of health and happiness!
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